2nd Family

SUPPPPPP! ok gonna talk about stuff recently :) today we ( b div) had our last training before break-ing for EOYs :) Training was damn awesome today and had lots of laughter! :D haha and ms loo gave us non-iced bon bons ^^ oso aft training we had a HUGGGGGEEEEEEEEEE camwhoring session! thanks for the laughter and the many quarters of game we played today gals! :)
Okay now is the more emo part of this post, i shall state this CLEARLY first i do not hate any person now ok? Soooo anywayss people around me are becoming emo and depressed now :( i want to help them but how? They dun wanna tell me anything... -I want to help but what can i do?- and they have ( sort of) resorted to THAT  ... haishh.... I hope everything would be fine tmr.. :(
Moving on.... I have 2 dreams so far, and i really really wanna acomplish them :) i wish that God will support me for my 2nd dream. For the first one, i wish that someday i can do that with the one i love.. :) *Sorry if you cant understand what im saying >_< only some ppl understand* okay thats all for today bye! :)

-Im thankful for the 2nd family NV NETBALL has given me-

Confused

Hi ppl! Im blogging now cos my stupid computer would not load any faster -.- *GRRRRRRRRRRRR* Hahas so yeah lemme blog about stuff that happened recently :). Okay about 2 weeks ago me n my friends were still happy and fine with each other until i messed up(?) i think. Anyways shall not add in too much details but they got pissed at me wouldnt talk to me talked bad about me and all that shit. REALLY REALLY REALLY very confused right now. I feel that after i heard from both sides i  concluded that both were lying. Why did i even think they would? If i needed to use a word to describe myself at that time i would use the words : Stupid, Gullible, Dumb, Naive. Yeah so 1 talks bad about the other and the other talks about that 1 and now they are besties?? :/ My mind cant comprehend all this bullshit. So anyways they call me fat bitch or whatever names and ignore me because of a minor reflection that we needed to write. I know it was harsh but thats the frickin truth. I didnt spare myself from that statement too you know?? But nooo you guys are cold to me. Ugh.... Nvm if u guys still wanna remain cold then by all means continue. Im not gonna pinpoint anyone esp to take the blame cos we were all at fault. After all its not worth my energy.

P.S. DAMNED COMPUTER IS STILL NOT WORKINGGGGG *RAGEEEE*

If you expect nothing from anybody, you're never disappointed
- Sylvia Plath,  The Bell Jar

Troublemaker

June is here! :) had trainings for the past 3 days of june and finally today can rest :p. Sometimes i really really wonder wat the freak is going on in their heads -.- ARGHHHHH...... So now im in quite a difficult position :/ idk wat to doooooooo. I used to not like her but now im okay with herr but they dun like her so wat shld i do now? :( i pity her and dun wanna have fights again... *le sighhh* Anywaysssss this friday is le cousin's big 21st BDAY!! hehehe. We bought him Cool Audio Technical Headphones :D hope he likes 'em. Recently VERY VERY addicted to Maplestory XD #IREALLEHREALLEHLOVETHEGAMEZOMG  #CANTSTOPPLAYINGEVERYDAYSAVEMEH
Lols okay imma gonna keep it like this for now bai bai!! 

Overconcerned

Today finally got my mye results back... Not very good and honestly fwlt very disappointed for math :( i mean like this time i really freakin studied for math paper and i still get C5 for it ㅠ.ㅠ and my dad everytime oso will blame something that i do and confiscate it away -.- ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Really disappointed with this :(. Soooo recently seems he prefers to be emo then be cheerful :/ haishhhhh he oso got heartbreak siooo. Aiya that guy so mafannn but aiya he my buddy lah so no prob 我可以的 :p just hopes hes much happier :) HEHE from now on i will only chat with him if he whatsapp me first XP cos always i start so he must have initiative lahhhh~

-Overconcenerned for you? Hahas i think so bud :p-

Everything will be alright

Having my mid-year exam now and today finally completed MATHHH!!!  yay!! Okay lol! Anyways the last paper for me is art! But got so much prep work to be done >< helpppppppp. Anywayssssss.
What happened?? Why are u so insecure so unhappy and emotionless? U didnt use to be like that... What happened before u became like this? Why do u doubt urself and refuse to smile? I am here for a reason, when u are troubled talk to me.. I am always here for u buddy :) i wont betray u n stuff. Cheer up okay? :) i really worry for u as a friend and hope u dun do anything stupid. Life is full of surprises so dun give up so early. God has already arranged a life worth ur wait for u already so smile please? :)
-Someday, you'll find ppl who really love u and they will change your life-

Hypocrite

just finished Chi MYE paper today :) it was okayyyyyy i guesssss XP stuff is happening to my family now :( its all stuff we all see in dramas but never ever thought it would really happen. I dont get you... i really really dont.. you say u dont like her but your talking to her more than other ppl. your like the first guy i've ever been so confused with. ANYWAYSSS had yesterday leftover spaghetti for lunch and now just waiting for it to be 7.00 then go aunty house :) i still cant believe it happened to my family.... how can she just run away? and poor cuzzie :( GWS Roy Chan gor gor!
-still got so much exams to go through.....haizzzzzzz.... JY Iris :) -

Bittersweet

Went to a barista course with aunty today. learnt how to brew coffee, how to do latte art and drank different types of coffee :) after that went to church although we were pretty late and missed the whole service >_< hahas. Went to tiong bahru plaza for dinner :) ate pepper lunch with yvonne :). Now gonna slack and play phone ^^ hehe. To anonymous : thanks for not getting irritated with me when i keep smsing you n u not active on phone ^_^||| i honestly dk whether u annoyed ornot but i hope not ><. But can answer when i ask you question?? :( its sad that u dun trust me with your secrets :( -sometimes i wonder why my day cant be as fun as jies-

Silly girl

Had training today with sec 1s :) really scary at first >< but i think along the way it got better :) so anyway this idiot (me) left my uniform in sch Ish toilet when waiting for sharleyne >_< im such a stml person *sighhhh* hahas but luckily i still got my other uniform :p so hehehehe lucky meh :3 gonna bathe soon so yeah its gonna be short and sweet :) i like summarised stuff into this post. Anyways we talked more times than usual so im happy even though we nvr sms for days okay so yeah byee :)

Think like a man

Body seriously ached ALOT cos of ytd Napfa :( today was good, aft sch went to Iecons with Shirley Syazana Raven Sharleyne and Ariel :) talked alotttttt with Belle today during chinese lessons, we talk so much until we didnt even hear wat cher say to do then we like damn blur XD talked more to him again today :) hahahas his grp readers theatre script damn funny!! His role so random lorh :p kept making me laugh throughout the entire thing. Friends found out i actually have eyecandy,they say that i dun look like i have cos i dun say at all ( awsome me XD) but she say that im like a guy outside look like girl but inside like guy cos i like nvr have any crush or "eyecandy" (which i have) a bit disheartening but it is the truth :( i dun ever tell them who my eyecandy is n stuff:( lols i hide my feelings really good eh? :)
-Im a girl no matter what, i do have feelings too just that i dont show them-

Under the moonlight

We talked today :) so far things are going goid although sometimes he keep doing that when i talk to him -.- okays anyways today had Napfa!! :D and for the first frickin tine in my life i got 3 As n 1 B :DDD i finally got a B for sit n reach ngot a A for IPU >0< my hand like tremble damn alot on my 16th one :p hooray!! Situps got 51 and shuttle run got 10.07 :)) proud of myself for todays effort *pats own back* lol anyways i asked the most retarded question today *facepalm* wanted to ask justin 15 years old must do how many pull ups in the end -.- the frickin words came out of my mouth as "15 how old uh?" of course justin laugh at me lah -.- then john and weixuan oso join in n laugh at me for asking such a retarded question then for the whole Napfa session they keep asking me -15 how old uh?- walao so annoying sia they but oso funny lah i gotta admit i laughed when they reply the -15 how old uh?- then they say back -i think 16 lah- stupid lah XD hahahahas :3 wah john n chingyee damn sweet sia!!! They are a perfect couple!!! ~[>\\\\\\\<]~ they very suited for each other lah :) hope they last long ( FOREVER!!!! AHAHAHA FOM FOM FOM FOM ) paiseh excuse my retardedness XP okie bye bye now!! Bloggy tmr :)

So long farewell i hope to see you soon~

Sisters hungarian buddy just took off on a plane back to hungary :) Zsofie was a nice girl, it was nice having her here for the past ten days :). Didnt sms each other today.... Haish.. Lets hope tmr we wont be awkward or anything >< decided to stop blogging on my other blog cos its too troublesome to manage two  :p hahahas. Just now before going to airport we watched Pitch Perfect on mio tv ^^ love the singing n the show, damb funny oso :p today for dinner my dad order chili crab!! For Zsofie's last dinner with us :) awesome dinner!!! :D okay gotta sleep now byeeeee!

Starlight Starbright

-I cant tell you- yea you said that lots of time already. Do u seriously think i will betray you or something?? Even the reason why you are angry at her you cant even tell me. :/ -Lol!! Lazy mah :b- you say your lazy but you can turn around millions of times just to talk to your own friends.  Getting frustrated at you is getting me nowhere. Honestly your starting to make me doubt you and making me feel as if i cant even trust you anymore. You say you are angry at her but a there you talk to her normally. Even when you turn around you only talk to your frens n not even notice me. Am i even your friend? I hope i still am.
-Why are you so cold? Why must you always keep stuff from me? I thought we were friends.... Do you not trust me as much as i do? -

Wasted light

Today was a pretty normal day i guess? Happy that their not arguing alrdy :) so anyways aft sch headed home with rav n ate lunch with le mummy. Lets hope that she will be less upset n will cheer up! Smile~though your heart is breaking~ so jyjy! Be happy n smile! :D right now having stomach pain :( go away pain! No one likes you! :/ hahahahas :p later planning to watch Meet the Robinsons on okto ^^ oso to a certain somebody, excuse me young man! Your srsly getting too close for comfort!! >:| what business is yours when i get cranky?? Oso When i dun talk to u doesnt mean i angry okay?? Walao damn irritating. I oso not ur gf so stop getting so close to me its creepy. Continue this crap n im not even going to talk to u. :/ anywayssssss yea! Got lotsa hw from chersfor this week :( haizzzz jyjy iris! Bye for now!

*Le happy girl*

Okie so today was a good day :) aft sch went lunching with Rav Sya n Shar at Pizzahut!! ^^ havent lunched with them for quite awhile n it feels good to:) okay i sorta changed my views on her. Maybe she isnt as bad as i thought she was :) she can be pretty interesting too! Hahahas laughed alot today n enjoyed the day thoroughly :D hope we can go out n lunch or play outside :) right now resting before going to bathe. Have hw to do today :( Haizzzzzz..... Why math cher have to always give hw? :( okay anyways thats all for now. Will blog later or tmr :) TaTa Amigos!

Did u make it to the milky way?

Bored aft studying so yeah shall blog. Okies i recently started talking to belle :) shes pretty nice n has lots to tell ^^ is she the bestest friend that u showed me God? :) i hope that me n belle can tak more a little n be less awkward. Recently really love love love listening to songs :) i wonder if anyone actually does read my blog :p but oh well. Hi there to ppl who i dont even noe if u read my blog or not :D drinking caramel tea noww :) love itttt >\\\< AWESOME!! HEHE Anyways, just found out a sad sad truth :( but since its like this i have to accept it. We hardly even noe each other anyways. Hope u can get her!! :) hehehe # np Drops of jupiter :3 nice sad song:) but really touching too. Okay gonna stop now cos le classmates are spamming me :pp

Mirror on the wall... Here we are again..

Okay so today had training with le juniors ^^ really fun training today :) stuff happened n ezer wont tell me who the girl is!! :/ i really wanna noe :( he oso so cold during sch. I dun like it when hes so cold. Now waiting for heater to bathe, cant believe i actually cried yesterday while hearing Lil Wayne ft. Bruno Mars - Mirror!! But it sorta says bout my life.. :') right now having a life crisis :( i cant find my black netball tee D: HELP ME HELP ME IM ALL OUT OF GOODBYES~~ hehe that was from Train- 50 ways to say goodbye. :) okay le have to bathe nowww shall blog latrr or tmr or ASAP HEHE :PPPPP

World crashing down...

Who knew that friends of 3 years could stop friendship all of a sudden... But because of this thing i learnt how to find the right friends for me. Not just friends who dont appreciate me or even like me.( YES U YOUNG LADY) haha i did that even though i know ur not gunna read this ^^ yes my world is crashing down, but my heart is strong. I believe i will find the perfect friends for me n not fakes who wont even be around me when i need them. Okay thats all for now byeee~~ :)

Omigoshhhh 0.0

Totally forgot that i had a blog when i was 9 0.0 ultra weird reading my previous posts :pp hahaha well since no one noes my blog time to rant ^^ MUAHAHAHAHA okay im now like 14 so yeah 5 frickin years of no blogging :3 okay for now this is my first blog post in years :)