2nd Family

SUPPPPPP! ok gonna talk about stuff recently :) today we ( b div) had our last training before break-ing for EOYs :) Training was damn awesome today and had lots of laughter! :D haha and ms loo gave us non-iced bon bons ^^ oso aft training we had a HUGGGGGEEEEEEEEEE camwhoring session! thanks for the laughter and the many quarters of game we played today gals! :)
Okay now is the more emo part of this post, i shall state this CLEARLY first i do not hate any person now ok? Soooo anywayss people around me are becoming emo and depressed now :( i want to help them but how? They dun wanna tell me anything... -I want to help but what can i do?- and they have ( sort of) resorted to THAT  ... haishh.... I hope everything would be fine tmr.. :(
Moving on.... I have 2 dreams so far, and i really really wanna acomplish them :) i wish that God will support me for my 2nd dream. For the first one, i wish that someday i can do that with the one i love.. :) *Sorry if you cant understand what im saying >_< only some ppl understand* okay thats all for today bye! :)

-Im thankful for the 2nd family NV NETBALL has given me-

Confused

Hi ppl! Im blogging now cos my stupid computer would not load any faster -.- *GRRRRRRRRRRRR* Hahas so yeah lemme blog about stuff that happened recently :). Okay about 2 weeks ago me n my friends were still happy and fine with each other until i messed up(?) i think. Anyways shall not add in too much details but they got pissed at me wouldnt talk to me talked bad about me and all that shit. REALLY REALLY REALLY very confused right now. I feel that after i heard from both sides i  concluded that both were lying. Why did i even think they would? If i needed to use a word to describe myself at that time i would use the words : Stupid, Gullible, Dumb, Naive. Yeah so 1 talks bad about the other and the other talks about that 1 and now they are besties?? :/ My mind cant comprehend all this bullshit. So anyways they call me fat bitch or whatever names and ignore me because of a minor reflection that we needed to write. I know it was harsh but thats the frickin truth. I didnt spare myself from that statement too you know?? But nooo you guys are cold to me. Ugh.... Nvm if u guys still wanna remain cold then by all means continue. Im not gonna pinpoint anyone esp to take the blame cos we were all at fault. After all its not worth my energy.

P.S. DAMNED COMPUTER IS STILL NOT WORKINGGGGG *RAGEEEE*

If you expect nothing from anybody, you're never disappointed
- Sylvia Plath,  The Bell Jar