Heading into a new year

Okay soooo i decided to blog just a few more hours away to 2015 , the last blog in 2014. Okay so now its the holidays and sadly school is going to start in 2 days  😭 honeslty im not done with hol hw and im still very lazy to complete it 😂 i feel kinda happy now becauee during the holidays i managed to bond more with the cool kids and i think we are on better terms now ( I HOPE ) it was difficult at first and im still still relatively quiet around them but hey! Its an improvement then totally feeling awkward 😝 ANYWAYSSSS im super scared of being sec 4, i mean like 'o'levels are in 11 months and i still dont really have SUPERAWESOMEMEGAULTRASUPERBWHATTHESHITISTHISCRAP grades to help me 😭😭😭😭😭 *le iris cri* so next year imma gonna hafta step up ma game
~[>_<]~ and now im really nervous to know if im in sch team next year 😰 i really wanna be in ;_; but the sec 2s this year are really good. Their way better than i am so im really scared 😭 okay then, back to doing boring chinese that Qin empire set me out to do 😒😒😒 byeeee and see you next year!!! 😊😊😊☺☺☺😉😉😉😍😍😍😘😘😘😚😚😗😗😙😙😜😜😝😝😛😛😁😁😌😌❤❤💗💗

Cool kidsss ruleee👍👍

Life so far...?

Its been a long time since i posted so i shall post once again hehe 😝 these few months have been trying and very, VERY difficult :( had to manage time between studies and netball and band 😢 at first i actually thought i should give up on netball and tell my coach that i didnt want to be in the school team.... BUT im glad i didnt in the end 😊 i initally talked to my parents and sisters about it and they opened up my mind about being committed to my cca and thats when i realised that that was the reason i joined netball in the first place, to get into team and play for school :) and also a little help from Kuroko No Basuke 😁😁 ( hehe paiseh i like manga lah ) that stated a true fact that everybody wants to win for their school and they would fight so very hard for it. It made me open my eyes and brought back the very passion of Liew Iris in sec 1, the girl who desperately wanted to join netball and resorted to joining in the training even though i was selected. It made me smile honestly and yeah, i resolved to work hard for netball. I started to plan which days i will study and also made sure i at least studied 2 days before each test i had, i hope it works :)) lets hope my studies can also be pulled up :p

" The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched - they must be felt with the heart."

                                      -Helen Keller

Hello hello!!

Hahahas its been reallyyyyyyyy long since i last posted so here i am! Okay so far 2014 is not that bad... my studies are quite okay except there's homework practically EVERYDAY and a lot too. See Iris? That's what you get for choosing triple sci double math eng chi elective geog & ss , the hardest combi ever :/  oh well my other friends say that art is difficult too so yeah :p
Moving on, i sorta sorta have a guitar(?) Cos like its new and i use it BUT the church bought it so I'm on long time loan. Honestly , i love it a lot really but its not really mine you know? Like i wanna have a guitar that i can call mine and not worry that im lying and stuff or that it will be taken away from me . Ireally wanna boast and say : " Look! I finally have my own guitar that i will never have to return it to anyone or have to share it !" I'm not like being selfish cause I'm sure there are some things n your life that you don't really wanna share right? And to me, this guitar is precious, its a long awaited item that i yearned for and now that its been passed to me its not mine :( so yeah i hope that some day i can have a guitar that is solely mine.
Yours truly,
Iris